Wow… it’s already Turkey Day again… seems this year is sweeping by. I was thinking today, and, despite all the things that I wish to change, I’m incredibly thankful for all the people in my life, good and bad. I believe everything happens for a reason (I tell myself this to stay sane), so I know that all the people in my life where placed here for my betterment, even if I may never understand why or how…
Okay, really, I just want to say to everyone: “Have a wonderful Thanksgiving!!!”
‘Til next time… 
Ahhh….
Man, i wanna get HL2 really badly, but it’s too much… i have a prob with spending in excess of $50 on a stinkin’ video game, but this is the game of the year…. hmm….
I started listening to trance music again, hehee :P… what can i say? i love it!! :P…
(there was gonna be a point to this post, but i decided against it… :P)
It’s 3:45 & i am messing with stuff… how typical… me, the night owl, not being able to sleep (yet, definitely not trying)…
I was bored, so i decided to mess with the ol’ blog template yet again (as you probably noticed)… i added some links to some plugins i like, and i am advertising a neat pic…
Other than that, things are the same as lst post… life rolls along, and along, and along…
Sooo… yeah, not a freakin’ thing has happened lately… school is going well, except for my Programming Fund. class. This class is like having to listen to nails being scraped down a chalkboard… seriously!
Life is… well, BORING… Oklahoma is… well, BORING… yeah, can you feel my desperation?
Oh and, BTW, the weather is cold, rainy, and friggin’ DREARY! Makes me wanna sleep all day, which right now is not a good thing at all…
I find myself yet again changing jobs. This seems to be happening more frequently, which isn’t something I enjoy. I applied at a large national retail store for a certain job position. Now, usually this wouldn’t heed much attention, but I am against working for large national companies. I prefer the smaller local company that is concerned with its customers more, and is more personal. Yet, I need a job quickly, and the national store IS hiring… so, against my judgment, I applied, and I fully expect to find out soon the status of my application…
Does anyone else desire to find something they can wholly and completely work towards, such as a cause, belief, etc.? Humans have great passion & desire, and I believe to live our lives consumingly is fulfilling our very purpose. Surely, there must be something that I can commit myself to, and that same thing would be able to support me financially… I don’t mean much wealth, I mean support…
Maybe I need to go back to the root and find what I love doing: writing, reading, athletics, etc., and find something in those avenues of interest that I can follow and sustain ‘permanent’ happiness…
We’ll see… hopefully….
